All About ME

Faith

2009-09-30T01:51:00.002+05:30

Why oh why did you create

So many questions in my puny brain

Today tomorrow yesterday

My mind always wanders to this state

Satnam waheguru

That's what i am listening to

Oh almighty

This is what i pray to you

Make each and everyone

Realize that you are the one

The source of all energy

Limitless as the sun

Help us imbibe you in our soul

Strengthen us so we do not sway

Being in unison with you

Should be our only goal

Put an end to all the grey

And make the black never appear

So that perfect shades of white

Is all that what will stay.

THE ACT

2008-04-09T23:00:00.003+05:30

I came here to be
But what i see of me
Was it truly my destiny
Is quite an irony

What i keep on is an act
Did god and i sign this contract
To keep it on or not is an ongoing conflict
And i am unclear which side to shift

A mask for every moment
Am different for the different
But in this changing of masks
My real face starts to get cracks

With this act enslaving me
I wonder if i ever will be free
With my own image becoming hazy
I am sure this will drive me crazy

Why did make this pact
For the world i put up an act
Life and death come from this act
How do i contemplate the fact
And get rid of THE ACT....

Darkness To Twilight

2008-01-22T00:24:00.000+05:30

All seemed dark
My life was missing a spark
With little fight left in me
I was like a leafless tree

My mind all numb
I entered looking all dumb
Sat without any heart
But that was just the start

In came she
And beauty was a small equity
My body and mind
Were in a bind

Thought she would be haughty
But she was just naughty
Didn't expect her to remain in contact
But was this all just an act

Forever it had been
Touch and go was all i had seen
Did the paths intertwine for a while
Or were they to merge for a long time

Was this a call to light
Or another inner fight
Did sunshine beckon me
Or was i just a withered tree

All i ask from you
And just be true
Will you be my light
Or will this forever be my plight

S.O.M 1

2007-06-20T16:14:00.000+05:30

I Try To Be Free
That Is What I Want Mostly
But Something Does Not Let Me Be
Still I Accept It Fully.

Joys And Sorrows Are Part Of Me
Yet I Live My Life Treacherously
I Am Like A Lonely Tree
Standing Alone In A Field Of Paddy.

To Be Is To Be What You Want To Be
Still It Is A Muggy Clarity
Challenges Are There For Me To See
They Come And Go Aplenty.

God Has Taken Away From Me
Will Be Long Before I Come To Parity
I Want To Go On A Searching Spree
To Find What I Lost In Totality.

Surrounded

2007-05-30T00:15:00.000+05:30

Known Faces I See
But I Know It Cannot Be
I Try To See
But Darkness Beckons Me

People All Around I See
Still I Try To Flee
They Try To Comfort Me
But I Know It Cannot Be

They Reason With Me
But I Do Not Agree
Try To Set Myself Free
But Worldly Shackles Dont Let Me

Still Not Clear To Me
What I Want To Be
I See Around Me
But There Is None To Be

Surrounded I Try To Be
But Loneliness Defines Me

ARE YOU SURE

2006-10-17T14:32:00.000+05:30

I Begin To Wonder, That What Lieth Yonder.
But As I Sit And Wonder, I Know I Commit A Blunder.
With Each Of My Breath Counted, I Feel A Little Haunted.
I See No Tomorrow, My Heart Dips In Sorrow.

With No Surety Of Tomorrow Or Day After, I Start Doing Things Faster.
Start Working In Haste, With No Time To Waste.
Live Each Day Fully To It's Merit, As Am Not Sure As To How Many Are Left In My Credit.
Had Left A Lot Of Things For Later, So The Work For Me Is Greater.

Love Is A Beautiful Thing, Something To Which I Really Want To Cling.
Am Not Particularly Looking For A Fling, But Will Accept Whatever My Luck Would Bring.
From My Past I Have Learnt, That If You Decline What You Get Someone's Heart Gets Burnt.
Cannot Persuade Her More, All I Can Say Is Are You Sure?

The Future We Do Not Know, What You Reap Is What You Sow.
Time Waits For None, The Moment Will Soon Be Gone.
Nothing Much To Do, Just Wait For fate To Come Through.
All I Can Say To you, Directly From me To You.
Are You Sure............?
Are You Sure............?

THE GOLDEN BIRD

2006-08-13T23:25:00.000+05:30

It Flew High,I Saw It Go Right By.
It Was Free,Tried To Catch It But It Would Flee.
It Did For A Moment Perch,On A Nearby Birch.
It Flew Without Care,But That Day I Had No Time To Spare.

Saw It Again The Next Day,It Was Ready To Play.
I Heard It's Melodious Chirp,It Belonged To The Sparrow Stirp.
I Was Having Imbrigh,That Day It Flew Very High,
Saw It As Far As My Eyes Could Fly,Then It Fell From The Sky.

Felt My Heart Jump,My Throat Had A Big Lump.
It Fell With A Thud,There Wasnt Anything That I Could.
Ran Over To See,It Looked As It Were Free.
Heard A Faint Tweet,It Still Was Melodious And Sweet.

It Looked In My Eye,I Couldnt See Why.
Tried To Hold On,But Soon It Was Gone.
It Still In My Palm,Looked Peaceful And Calm.
It Wanished From My Hand,It Had Left For The Trusted Land.

All It Tried Was To Fly High,Was That The Reason It Had To Die.
Was It Here Just To Fly,Or It Came To Open My Eye.
Heard The Tweet Once Again,And It Started To Rain.
I Stand There And Cry,As Time Flies By.

T'was The Sea

2006-08-12T15:24:00.000+05:30

T'WAS THE SEA,THAT DROWNED THE THOUSANDTH MAN.
AGAINST IT'S WILL,THERE IS NOT MUCH THAT ONE CAN.
IT ROARED AND POURED,TORE ME SHIP APART.
I SAW ME CREW,THEY CAME TO SEE AS NONE WAS SMART.

IT'S HUNGER NOT SATISFIED,CAME AND DEVOURED WHAT REMAINTH.
T'WAS ME ALONE IN ME CABIN,HAD LOST ALL ME FAITH.
HEARING THE SEA UP SO CLOSE,COULD DO NOTHING BUT WAIT.
THUNDER STRUCK ME LOVE,THERE WAS NOW NO CONSTRAINT.

REACHING THE DECK I CHALLENGED THE SEA,COME FIGHT WITH ME.
T'WAS THE CRACKLE OF ME VOICE,THE SEA LET ME BE.
THE SEA CAME TO REST,MY LOVE WAS RESTING HER HEAD IN MY PALM.
COULD DO NOTHING,SHE LAY STILL AND CALM.

HER EYES SAID GOODBYE,AND I KNEW SHE WAS GONE.
KISSED HER LIPS,AND TIME WENT ON.
LOOKING AROUND I FOUND NO MATE,COULDN'T THINK STRAIGHT.
ME SHIP WAS IN TATTERS,THE FEELING WAS NOT AT ALL GREAT.

THERE WERE BLACK CLOUDS,STILL LOOMING ON MY HEAD.
WITH NO HOPE TO CLING ON TO,I WAS AS GOOD AS DEAD.
THEY SAY,AFTER THE STORM THERE IS A RAY OF LIGHT.
BUT I KNEW,THAT MY FUTURE WAS NOT AT ALL BRIGHT.

T'WAS THE SEA,THAT MADE ME A CAPPY.
T'WAS THE SEA,THAT MADE ME HAPPY.
T'WAS THE SEA,THAT MADE ME ALONE.
T'WAS THE SEA,THAT WAS THE REASON THAT I WAS GONE.

T'WAS THE SEA.....................
T'WAS THE SEA.....................

P.S
Contrary To Popular Belief This Is Not Picked Up It's My Original Work.

LOST

2006-08-11T02:54:00.001+05:30

On 24th of june my whole world just tore apart.The lord took away one thing that was most precious to me my younger brother.He was just 16.I mean what wrong could have a kid that age done.What i dont understand is the system of the almighty.My parents have been slogging it out all through their life only to make mine and his life that much easy and what do they recieve for all their toil and hard work??Their younger boy is taken away from them.
MY BROTHER IS LOST and i miss him like anything.I dont know if i will be the same ever again.How will this void be filled??I feel like crying but cant as i know that if my family sees me like that then they will break and now i am their sole support.
Was God's decision wrong??Absolutely... I cant think of any reason that will explain his untimely demise.But that hasnt lifted my faith from the almighty i dont know why.
We keep on thinking that after this we will do that and after that we will do that so on and so forth but are we certain that we are going to be here tomorrow.It really got me thinking that nothing is for certain and yet we think that it is and keep on living and dreaming in a dreamworld of sorts.We save,dream,plan,strive,aspire for the future.......But what if THERE IS NO FUTURE???